Feeling much less anxietal about my surgery that I need done.  I'm going to try to call today and get it scheduled. Hopefully it will all be over soon. It's something I need to take care of before things get worse. I have a lot of support and I think I can do this.  I can deal with the pain after.  It's just the anticipation that is the problem. I just gotta keep telling myself that I CAN do this! =) Eep!