Things are going well today.  I got the energy up to do the dishes and help around the house. Yesterday I had the flu which made me feel yucky but it got better.  I haven't been depressed or hopeless feeling at all and I have had barely any anxiety! It's like a breath of fresh air. =)  I'm starting to get together in my head what I want to make plans for in the future and I am surrounded by good people.  I hope that this feeling continues! I know that there will probably be ups and downs and I'm not done with the struggle to return to normalcy yet, but it's a good start.