It's the day after surgery, last night I was doing good because the pain meds were still in my system.  I had a lot of trouble sleeping and I woke up really stiff and in pain today.  My boyfriend had to help me out of bed when I needed to get up and go to the bathroom.  =(  The codeine didn't help for pain at all. I'm doing a little bit better now, just uncomfortable and achy.  My throat hurts from the tube being put down it during the surgery.  I'm just a big baby lol.  I am proud of myself for facing one of my biggest fears.  Glad it's over with and that I'm on the mend physically.  I'm going to lay down for a bit, see if I can take some of the pressure off of my lower back and abdomen.